It
pays to complain (to God first)
A Sermon on Exodus 16:2-15 by Jill Friebel 18 September
2005.
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Moses
with the assistance of Aaron has guided and led the Israelites through the political
manoeuvrings that eventually won the liberation of the Israelite people. He
led them through the Reed Sea and all of them were overawed by Gods power
and protection. But it didnt take long before they ran into difficulties.
They were thirsty and only bitter water could be found. God heard their complaints
and gave them sweet water and date palms and rest through the action and obedience
of Moses. It wasnt long before the next crisis loomed upon them with a
shortage of food. It is not surprising as this desert was a barren place and
this was a large group of people numbering about 2 million. They did what most
people do when they face change, or difficult circumstances they idealise
the past. They forget that life in Egypt was slavery and oppression. At least
they had food and water. Their rescuers Moses and Aaron are made to share the
blame for the present conditions.
God hears and answers the people through Moses, there will be a supply of bread
that will be rained from heaven every day. The people are called
to trust that God will continue to provide enough for each day.
To trust God means not to trust someone or something else. In Egypt they served
Pharaoh, and now they are called to serve God. This was a calling to be a faith
community that obeyed God and in this relationship they would discover the Creator
God is the giver of life and all good gifts and would supply for their needs.
But God demanded their willingness to trust and obey. Their release from captivity
meant they became captives to God; it wasnt a freedom-for-all to do their
own thing. The difference lies who they were captive too. God had said to the
people before they started their journey, If you listen, listen obediently
to how God tells you to live in his presence, obeying his commandments and keeping
all his laws, then I wont strike you with all the diseases that I inflicted
on the Egyptians: I am God your healer. Their health and salvation was
tied up with listening to God and living in his presence, obeying his commandments.
These ancient stories reveal to us the character of God. The cries of his people
do not go unheard; God does not turn a deaf ear or a blind eye. There were probably
years of anguish in Egypt when they really doubted if anyone cared or listened.
But at the right time God spoke to Moses and called him to be the one through
whom he would liberate his people, an unlikely choice from the Israelites perspective.
Liberation is a partnership, God does the calling, humans the responding and
God liberates. There was no liberation without human response and action.
The Israelites lived among other nations who did not worship God and who used
their power to oppress and subjugate others who were a threat. The world still
largely does not humbly seek God and we find ourselves threatened and hurt by
others. We get led into our own desert experience through circumstances which
come upon us that we would never choose. It seems as though the world is closing
in, it is dark and seems to be no point and no way out. Disappointments can
come so quickly and unexpectedly leaving us depressed and powerless. Desert
experiences are the times of transition of getting from place to another, of
change and revelation and learning to trust. They are times when we realize
how helpless we are to help ourselves until we cry out We come to you
to save and help us for alone can make us whole.
God heard the Israelites complaining again and sent them manna or bread in the
morning and meat at night. Every new day they would be reminded of Gods
creation, his care and love, protection and guidance. At this point the people
turn towards the glory of the Lord in the wilderness, they turn their faces
away from Egypt. They needed to refocus on what was the important thing in their
lives as we do at times when our focus in is other directions. The wilderness
which began to feel to the Israelites as a place of death has become a place
in which God nurtures and cares for them. It is interesting to reflect how the
constant themes of God as redeemer and creator are present in these passages.
They are not separated as has been the case at times in Christian theology in
which the emphasis on the redemptive acts of God through Jesus Christ have taken
the major focus and God as creator has been ignored.
Here in the desert they learnt to Receive, Give thanks, break bread and share.
This has echoes of the Eucharist meal. Years later Jesus was challenged by the
Jewish leadership about who he was, and they demanded a sign to prove it. Moses
they said had proved who he was because God had sent bread from heaven to feed
the people. Jesus replied that he was the true bread sent from heaven and unlike
the manna sent to their fathers anyone who ate of this bread would not hunger
or thirst any more. When you are led into your desert and you think there is
no way out and you are left complaining bitterly it here in this place Jesus
hears your cries and says come and trust.
Receive, give thanks, break and Share the words of the Eucharistic meal.
There is an entire spirituality experience of Christ in these four eucharistic
words: Receive, Give Thanks, Break and Share. What does this mean?
Andre Dubus says My belief in the Eucharist is simple: without touch,
God is a monologue, an idea, a philosophy; he must touch and be touched, the
tongue on the flesh, and that touch is the result of monologues, the ideas,
the philosophies which led to faith, but in the instant of touch there is no
place for thinking, for talking, the silent touch affirms all that and goes
deeper.
These words receive, give thanks, break and share help us understand the flow
of life within God. To receive can be explained by the following story.
A man was once part of a hunting expedition in Africa. One morning this
man left the camp early, by himself, and hiked several miles in to the jungle,
where he surprised and eventually bagged two wild turkeys. Buckling his catch
to his belt, he headed back for camp. At a point, however, he sensed he was
being followed. With his senses sharpened by fright, he stopped, hands on his
rifle, and looked around him. His fears were dispelled when he saw who it was.
Following him at a distance was a naked and obviously starved adolescent boy.
The boys objective was food, not threat. Seeing this, the man stopped,
unbuckled his belt, and, letting the turkeys fall to the ground, backed off
and gestured to the boy that he could come and take the birds. He ran up to
the two birds but, inexplicably, refused to pick them up. He was, seemingly,
still asking for something else. Perplexed, the man tried both by words and
by gestures to indicate to the boy that he could have the birds. Still the boy
refused to pick them up. Finally, in desperation, unable to expel what he still
wanted, the boy backed off several metres from the dead birds and stood with
outstretched and open hands
.waiting, waiting until the man came and placed
the birds in his hands. He had, despite hunger, fear, and intense need, refused
to take the birds. He waited until they were given to him; he received them.
That simple story is a mini-course in fundament moral theology. It summarizes
all of Christs moral teachings and the entire Ten Commandments. If we,
like this boy, would always wait until life was given to as gift, as opposed
to taking it as by right, seizing it, or raping it, we would never break a single
commandment. Moreover we would have in our lives the first and most important
religious virtue of all, the sense that all is gift, that nothing is owed us
by right.
We receive from God through Creation and are able to enjoy all the gifts of
life given to us so freely. God comes to us sacramentally through Creation and
we need to have eyes to see God in the these gifts. What happens you look into
the face of a baby, when you gaze at a sunset or stand on the shore God
is there touching you but you may not stop long enough to feel it or closed
to the possibility through unbelief, anger, hurt or pain. God comes to us in
the friendship of others and in the mouth of the stranger. But God has come
even closer to us in Christ. The gift of touch in the sacramental form of bread,
bread that does not satisfy the physical hunger as it did for the Israelites
but touches the deepest parts of you. It is a gift that comes to touch you in
a way you may never have noticed before. Jesus comes to us in response to our
cries in the desert.
Receive, give thanks, break and share.
My own experience of the Eucharist was transformed when I was sitting in a theology
class discussing the variation of Christian beliefs and understandings about
the Eucharist. I had been raised to believe that it was simply a remembrance
about the death and resurrection of Jesus and because that was what I believed
thats all it ever was to me. I have to confess that it had been quite
tedious and boring week after week sitting in rows passing little cups along
and pretending to be spiritual when most of the time I was feeling anything
but spiritual. But this particular class spoke about things that I had previously
been told were pagan or unbiblical. This new way of understanding and possibility
opened up a deep longing to experience what it seemed many others for generations
had experienced and I hadnt through unbelief and ignorance. Let me read
to you another way of believing by Ronald Rolheiser that Jesus spoke of himself
and also Paul.
Like that of Dubus, my belief in the Eucharist is also simple: the Eucharist
is Gods physical embrace of us, Gods touch. Nowhere is the body
of Christ so physical, sensual, carnal and available for deep intimacy as in
the Eucharist. Lest this type of talk scandalize, it might be well to read St.
Pauls thought on the matter. Speaking of our union with Christ and with
each other within Christs body, Paul points out that it is as real, as
physical, and as sensual as is the union of sexual intercourse. Today we do
not take seriously enough this radical physical and sensual character of the
Eucharist. Rarely do we risk understanding the Eucharist in the earthy terms
which I propose here. We are the poorer for it.
Soon we will celebrate the Eucharistic again, its good and right to bring your
complaints to God, come close and allow Jesus to touch you as you heed his invitation
to receive, give thanks, break and share.