“Called” or “uncalled” that is the question?
A sermon on Ex 3:1–15 , Psalm 105:1-6 ,13-25, Romans 12:9-21 & Matt 16:21–28 by Sylvia Sandeman, 28 August 2005
Recently at Rosanna Baptist we
gave one of the members Irene, a gift for 40 years of service to the Girls
Brigade at the church. As she
thanked us, she said a few words that for me made sense of those 40 years. The church has marvelled that she has
completed such a long time. That she has continued through the dark days of the
untimely death of her husband Rex, the death of her parents, through the
difficulties of 15 years of her daughters battle with MS and the constant need
for leaders for the brigade. But
still she continues. What she said
that day was – “ I believe that God called me to do this”
In a
moment the call made sense of it all for me.
The
call has strengthen her when she was without strength
The
call has kept her going long after others would have given
up
The
call gave meaning and direction when her world was falling
apart
Irene’s sense of call makes
sense of it all
I am
reading, as are others in the community, a book called “The Cloister Walk” This is written by a
married woman who is described as very Protestant, with more doubts than faith,
who chooses to spend time in a Benedictine monastery with celebrate men. She quotes from a book entitled the
“Hopeful Imagination” that suggests “a sense of call in our time is profoundly
counter culture” – that “the ideology of our time is that we can live an
‘uncalled life’, one not referred to by any purpose beyond one’s
self”
I have
read these words many times in the last few weeks, pondering and reflecting on
them
Is
this true?
Do we
today live uncalled lives?
Is the
disease of our day - living uncalled lives?
Are we
so griped in our “today” culture that we have no purpose beyond
ourselves?
This
is scary stuff
Norris
goes on to suggest the shadow side of this uncalled life is that we resist the
notion that others may be different, that another may have experienced a call
and is seeking to live this call out in their daily lives. She thinks that this may explain our
mania with credentials for they allow us a way to measure difference - “a call” on the other hand cannot be
measured, quantified or controlled by institutions
Recently I have seen two films –
one was the new film on Luther and the other on Mother Teresa. Both films showed how “counter culture”
their lives became. Both tried to
keep their call within the bounds of acceptable behaviour, but it would not be
contained. Their call was not just
“counter culture” outside the church but also “counter culture” within. Their greatest opponents came from
within their church
How
dare they suggest such a thing?
Why
should they question?
Who
gave them such authority?
But
-
Through all the darkness and there was often deep darkness
Though
all the pain and difficulty
Through the discouragement and
the aloneness
Their
sense of call held them fast
So
what for us as a church? Is it the
same as for individuals? I
suspect that churches too can live the life of an ‘uncalled community” when they
get caught up in things that are only for themselves.
For
the church as for individuals also God’s call will make sense
of
What
we do
Will
hold us fast through tough times
Will
send us out on mission made possible by God
But
this may well be counter cultural – and may well also be counter cultural within
church community
In
last weeks lectionary reading in Rom 12 2 says “Don’t let the world around you
squeeze you in to its mould, but let God re-mould your minds from within, so
that you may prove in practice that the plan of God for you is good, meets all
his demands and move towards the goal of true maturity”
When a
small group of people from this church decided to worship in a very different
manner surely they were acting in this way. They sense the call of God to a new way
of worship, which was very different to other Baptist Churches and they kept on
going when it seemed as if they might almost fail. Last Sunday there was a NZ man
here who gave me a message for Nathan who he had come deliberately to see. He said when the tsunami happened – “I
had no works for my people” – tears were rolling down his face – God took the
web site of a small insignificant church in Melbourne, Australia and to give
words to the world
Tonight our OT reading was about
the call of Moses. This tells us
something of how God calls us as individuals but I believe that it is similar
for Churches also
First
God gets our attention
We are
called to do something
Then
God waits our response
Moses
was wandering around in the wilderness, minding his own business with his sheep,
which he had done for many years.
When suddenly something breaks into his day. Fire in a dry land. Fear may have gripped his heart.
As it would us if we were alone with a possible bush fire about to happen before
us. He turns aside to check
things out. Then realises
that it is not what he thought. In
fact this fire is different – the fire is not burning the bush – real fear of
the unknown now takes hold – then a voice speaks to him and tells him to take
off his sandals as he is on holy ground – he has entered a sacred space – a
place where God is. God has
got his attention. God now tells
him what he wants him to do.
God
says that he has seen the plight of the Israelites in Egypt, that he has heard
their cries and has remembered his promise to their ancestors and is sending
Moses to Pharaoh to bring the people out of Egypt to a new land. Just like that. Now this was not exactly the
activity that Moses had planned for his old age. He knew that he was safe in the
desert. He had been there so long
he had no idea if he was still on Pharaohs hit list. So he thinks up reasons why
he should not do this
Who am
I to do this? I’m a nobody.
- I will be with
you
If I
do this, the Israelites will ask me what your name is? - My name is I Am who I Am – tell them
that “I Am”
But
they will not believe me – God shows Moses 3 miracles
I
can’t talk, a am a hopeless public speaker – I will give you the words to
say
God –
please don’t send me – at this God gets mad and says – you can take Aaron, your
brother, I know he can speak well
Finally Moses accepts Gods call
and starts on the road back to Egypt.
So
Gods call may come when we least expect it, often when we are not looking for it
and at any age. Samuel’s call was
when he was very young but Moses call came when he was almost 80 – so that gets
us all. The churches call may
well be different for every generation or the vision the same but the expression
different
The
Bible is full of stories about Gods call.
One story is of Jesus calling to ignorant fisherman and the other to an
educated, upper class young man. Jesus ‘s call comes to them all, like Moses
they understood what it meant but they do not all respond the same
way.
The
rich young man turned his back on the way of freedom and “trudged back to the
bondage of the past” but the fisherman left all followed Jesus into a future
that was to change their lives forever.
Little did they know what would happen and where the journey would lead
when they took that first step.
Moses call changed his life and the course of the history for his people
forever.
God
calls us, as individuals and as a church, to a journey with him. But sometimes we find ourselves sitting
at a station watching the trains go by.
Many Christians tell impressive stories of how God has acted in their
lives, but all too often if you ask what is God doing in their lives now, or
what new ways God seems to be opening up before them, you will get an
uncomfortable shuffling of feet and a few clichés about continuing blessing and
guidance but nothing of substance.
Isaiah
43 18 – 19 records
“But
the Lord says ’Do not cling to the events of the past, or dwell on what happened
long ago. Watch for the new thing
that I am going to do. It is
happening already – you can see it now!
I will make a road through the wilderness, and give you streams of water
there’ ”
There
is a widespread tendency to set ourselves easily reachable goals of Christian
acceptability, a sort of simple Christian Ideal, and then just stay there
without ever considering that Christ may be calling us to more than that, that
we may being call further down the pathway of holiness or commitment or
discipleship.
But we
are sitting at the station watching the trains and God has moved on.
“Do
not cling to the past”
When
the call came to Moses as to the disciples they were confronted with quite a
choose
They
loved their jobs. They were good
jobs, healthy, worthwhile; it was the thing that they really knew. They could continue doing what they knew
and live godly life’s – surly this would be OK
But it
was not what God wanted.
It is
easy to choose between two ways when one is clearly right and the other clearly
wrong. It is not so easy when both
alternatives are good. It is always
easy to find good reasons for doing what is wrong.
“Do
not cling to the past”
What
do we cling to? What do we find hard to leave behind? Home, family, Children, Processions
Privacy, Job or simply the old ways, dreams and hopes. Or even the heavy burdens that we came
here with. They gospel reading
reminds us “If any person wants to follow me, let him denounce himself and take
up his cross and follow me”
“Do
not cling to the past or dwell on what happened long ago – look for the new
thing that God has already begun to do.
He will make a road in the wilderness” - in the impossible place and will
bless you there with streams of water – water is a symbol of all that is live
giving and life affirming” He fed
Moses with Manna from heaven and “sweet water from hidden
springs.”
Many
people will never taste those streams because they are back at the station or at
the last stream that is now running dry – they are sitting by the billabong, a
safe place in the desert where there is known water. But it will dry up. The God who takes each new day as a new
journey has moved on, joyously dancing an unpredictable path into a mysterious
future.
And though that can feel frightening and insecure, it is ultimately a safer place than sitting resolutely a drying up billabong, because in Jesus Christ we have seen that no matter how uncrossable the wilderness and how devastating the cross, God will always lead us to resurrection and the streams of life giving water in the desert beyond.